D'espairs Ray: Garnet

04.08.15
Artist: D'espairs Ray+
Title: Garnet
Words: D'espairs Ray+
Music: D'espairs Ray+

plagued relentlessly by feverish nightmares, a sleepless melody
'Save me from the dark...'

an unstable pulse, a pleasure and release below the lethal dosage
'Believed in you...'

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice... no salvation for me now
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
I threw away my existence at some point, be going to life...

my hard days of chewing the rotten sand,
I'm not getting enough out of this...

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice...
if I were to just come out and say what I was thinking... *1
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
you should disgustingly take pity on me
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
this is a chaotic garden covered in wounds,
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
continue to violate at least until it stops, be going to die

a lie is piled up in order to hide a lie...

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice...
if I were to just come out and say what I was thinking...
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
lost my way in life, where should I go?
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
this is a chaotic garden covered in wounds,
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
I'll keep crying until my voice gives out. be going to life

Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma

Translator's Notes: Don't blame me for this. D'espairs Ray+ uses a lot of engrish in this song.

* 1 - Took maybe a littl etoo much creative license with this line. Literally hakisuteru means to spit out (also as in "hurry up and spit it out") But Takko and I guessed that the singer means, if he were to say what passing fancy had taken his thoughts, he would say: "Days... I wanna die...".

Romaji

taemanai netsubyou ni hidoku unasareteiru nemuranai senritsu
'Save Me From The Dark...'

fuantei na kodou chishiryou ni mitanai kairaku to kaihou
'Believed in You...'

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... sukui nado mou ki ya shinai
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
ore ha sonzai wo doko ka ni sutete, be going to Life...

kusaru suna wo kamu kunou no hibi mitasaretarinai...
I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... kimagure ni hakisuteru nara
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
ore wo fuyukai ni awaremu ga ii
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
koko ha muchitsujyo na kizu darake no Garden
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
semete taeru made okashitsuzukete, be going to Die...

A lie is piled up in order to hide a lie...

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... kimagure ni hakisuteru nara
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
ore ha ikimadoi doko ni ikeba ii?
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
koko ha muchitsujyo na kizu darake no Garden
Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)
koe ga kareru made nagekitsuzukete, be going to Life...

Romaji By: Brian Stewart