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Madeth Gray'll: Lucifer
04.06.01
Artist: Madeth Gray'll Title: Lucifer Words: Hisui Music: Hisui I can no longer be permitted to live, I've begun to resign myself hit by the turbid rain, I stare up to the heavens alone. Has even the sun abandoned me? In this white room, painted by sadness a warm ray of light awakened me for the first time to the idea of 'death'. the sorrow of hating my left hand, turning a deep red. on this night, where the soft pink petals dance We met in a town with many beafutiful trees, blowing with a gentle wind we just happened to be covered in the light from above the trees, raising the curtain on our blind romance. through your kindness for the first time I felt at peace you taught me the strength to live, and joy. we made love in the white room, I trembled slightly at your warmth you wrapped those tears I first showed you, in kindness and love 'Don't go, stay a little longer, at least until the morning the weakness you drew with wet lips, and a curled tongue, just hurts' the sense that we'll be seperating, always brings with it a cold reality and a cruel end but... when I look back to the white room, you were there smiling with tears in your eyes now everytime I look at you, it just hurts too much, I have to look away. If only I had a little more kindness in me, you could have lived without suffering so if you'd never met me, you'd still have a happy family... why did I keep 'betraying' your kindnesses? those days we loved each other were just too short I want to feel your kindness, your warmth If only you'd forgive me, my life be damned! your slender fingers that tell me 'goodbye' the flowing tears disconcerting to me, hurt too much... why is that people learn of true love only through death you'll never awaken again... Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma Translator's Notes: None Romaji mou ikiru koto sae yurusarezu akiramekaketeita futoumei na ame ni utarenagara boku ha hitori sora wo miageteiru taiyou made boku wo misuteta no? kanashimi ni somaru shiroi heya no naka de atataka na hizashi ni hajimete 'shi' wo ishiki shita akaku somariyuku hidari te wo nikumu kanashimi usubeni no hana ga mau kono yoru ni deai wa yasashii kaze ga fuku utsukushii ki ga afureru machi futari guuzen komorebi ni mamire moumoku na koi ga maku wo aketa yasashisa no naka de hajimete yasuragi ni fureta ikiteyuku tsuyosa to yorokobi wo oshiete kureta ne shiroi heya de futari dakiatta nukumori ni boku wa sukoshi furueteita yo hajimete misete namida ni kimi wa yasashisa to ai de tsutsumikonde kureta ne 'ikanai de ato sukoshi dake semete kono yoru ga akeru made nureta kuchibiru ni karameta shita de nazoru yowasa ga tada setsunakute' 'wakare' no yokan ha tsumetai genjitsu to zankoku na ketsumatsu wo itsumo tsuretekuru kedo... shiroi heya ni furikaereba kimi ga namidame de boku ni waraikakeru keredo ima no boku ni ha mou kimi no sugata wo miru tabi ni tada itaitashikute hitomi wo fusete shimau mou sukoshi boku ni yasashisa ga areba kimi wa konna ni mo kurushimazu ni ikiteiketa no ni ne boku ni deawanakereba shiawase na katei no mama de irareta no ni... naze kimi no yasashisa wo boku ha 'uragiri' tsuzuketa no darou anna ni mo aishiaeta hibi ha hakanakute kimi no yasashisa ni kimi no nukumori ni furetai yo moshimo kimi ga boku wo yurushite kureru no nara kono inochi sae oshikunai 'sayonara' to tsugeru kimi no hosoi yubisaki ga boku wo kuruwaseru nagasu namida ga itasugite... hito ha naze shi ni yuku sugata ni shinjitsu no ai wo shiru no darou kimi wa mou nido to hitomi wo samasu koto mo nai no ni ne Romaji By: Brian Stewart |