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Gazette: Miseinen
05.23.05
Artist: GazetteTitle: Miseinen (A Minor) Words: To Be Added Music: To Be Added I was frantically looking for something it's okay to stumble, so go forward I know it's foolish, I just run on without regret the only one I can trust is myself, I didn't need friends the fangs I bared at anything and everything sexual stuff in adolescence is delicate and fleeting I wanna be strong, give me the strength to live on my own honestly, I was just scared of betrayal I knew that nothing would change if I kept running away but I couldn't change myself. the loneliness I prided myself on was a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams the self assertion I prided myself on called 'RIOT' there was no freedom, nothing beyond this light. Teenage Bluely Days I was drowning in each rough new day before I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness It was hard. To be honest, I really didn't want to be on my own. since always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face it's important to occassionally loosen up and rely on others hurt... when you want to cry, face the great big sky and scream out in a loud voice that you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are. the encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends spurred on, even one so weak as myself, they gave me light the loneliness and pain of my youth that I prided myself on were a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams if there's freedom to be had in that clear blue sky I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off I began running, frantically aiming for the sky I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell was 'freedom'. with a wonderful family, and wonderful friends these were the best days of my life, if I'm reborn let's meet again... Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma Translator's Notes: None. Romaji gamushara ni nanika wo sagashiteta tsumazuite mo ii kara mae ni bakageteru no ha wakatteru, tada koukai senu you hashiru no sa shinrai dekiru no ha jibun dake de, nakama nante iranakatta nanimokamo ni muketeta yaiba shishun no H ha moroku hakanai tsuyoku naritai hitori de ikiru tsuyosa wo hontou ha uragirareru no ga kowai dake nigete bakari jya nani hitotsu kawaranai to wakatteru no ni kawarenu boku ga iru hokorashige ni kazashiteta kodoku to iu puraido ha yaku ni tatanu risou he to nigeru tame no hane datta hokorashige ni kazashiteta jikoshuchou to iu 'RIOT' kono hikari no mukou ni ha jiyuu nado nakattan da Teenage Bluely Days areteita mainichi ni oboretenda kizuitara kodoku seotteta tsurakatta. hontou ha hitori nante ne nozondenakattan da tsuyogatte bakari jya hontou no kao wasurechau kara tama ni chikara wo nuite dareka ni tayoru koto mo daiji desu kizutsuite... nakitai toki ha oozora ni mukatte oogoe de sakendemite watashi ga watashi wo wasuretai you ni, watashi no mama de ireru you ni konna yowai boku no tame ni senaka oshitekuremashita hokorashige ni kazasu teta kodoku to shishunshou ha yaku ni tatanu risou he to nigeru tame no hane datta aoku hareta ano sora no jiyuu ga aru to suru nara kono hokori takaki hane ga chigirete mo kamawanai boku ha hashiridashiteta gamushara ni sora wo megakete hane wo hiroge tobidatta rakkaten ha 'jiyuu' na no da to subarashiki kazoku wo mochi subarashiki nakama wo motta saikou no hibi datta umarekawattara mata aou... Romaji By: Brian Stewart |