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Abe Asami: Riyuu
04.01.18
Artist: Abe Asami Title: Riyuu (Reason) Words: 326 Music: Tsutsumi Kyouhei they won't tell me a good reason why I should live, why I mustn't die, one that makes sense for both. even when I'm laughing it up among my circle of friends, somewhere within me, another me is watching with judgemental looks. 'It's because we're all alone, that we are able to share our pain' It's probably a placebo, I know it, but still I screamed out loud. alone after school lets out... ah, in a corner of the schoolyard I believed only that... someone could save me... They were both too important, love and dreams collided I wasn't the least bit greedy, and still they got away from me. the size of my body changes into adulthood, but my heart that should have grown up, shrivelled with my dream. 'I've lived my life believing I was someone special but you know, it turns out I'm not' my passion is cooling. I stretch my back... ah, my head hung pretend to shoulder, ah all the world's sorrow... I couldn't say 'goodbye', so I hid my tears and said... 'good night' I've gotten used to making meals for one, the sky I one day gazed up at always made me think of my hometown. but, the reason I could see that 'a dream given up on will no longer come true' is because I haven't run away, I'm still here in this city I dreamed of. just by living your life, you've lived well enough as you wanted there's never been a need to do anything to make you special. You're freezing, I want to cheer you on As many times as I must, I want to cheer you on... Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma Translator's Notes: None Romaji ikiteku riyuu da toka shinjya ikenai riyuu docchi mo nattoku iku riyuu ha oshietemoraenai shi tomodachi no wa no naka de awasete warattete mo dokka de mou hitori no jibun ga sameta me wo shite miteiru 'daremo ga hitori de aru yue kyouyuu dekiru itami mo arun da' kiyasume ka mo ne... sonna no ha shitteru sore demo oogoe de sakendeita houkago hitori de... aa koutei no sumi de dareka ha sukueru sou sore dake shinjite... tagai ni daiji sugite, butsukatta ai to yume chitto mo yokubatta wake jyanai, sore demo koboreochita karada no saizu dake ha otona ni natteku keredo kokoro ha sou okkiku naru dokoro ka yume to issho ni shibonda... 'jibun ha tokubetsu na hito da to shinjite ikitekita kedo naa sou demo nakatta mitai da ne' tte tsumetaku natteku watashi no jyounetsu senobi wo shiteita... aa utsumuita mama de subete no fukou wo aa seotteru furi shite... 'sayonara' to ha ienakute namida kakushi itta... 'oyasumi' hitoribun no shokuji wo tsukun no ni mou narete itsushika miageru sora ni itsumo kokkyou wo omotteita kedo 'akirameta yume ga kanau koto ha mou nai' tte kizuketa no mo nigezu ni yume mita kono machi ni mada iru kara anata ha ikiteiru dake de mou jyuubun jibun rashiku ikiteiru tokubetsu na koto wo nanika suru hitsuyou nante hajime kara nai yo kogoeru anata wo nee hagemashitain da nandomo nandomo nee hagemashitain da... Romaji By: Brian Stewart |